15
Caravans Surely Halt (Even if for Briefest
Moments);
and during those Moments Stories
Move
The sunshine
blossomed fully that day.
All charged up by the
mendicant’s comic canard the fishermen were supplely engaged in their work.
Left out to heal his self-inflicted wounds, lying in his hut, the monk’s
superciliously elfin angst shot blind arrows in four directions targeting all
and sundry for their irreligious culpability in the crime against his holy
self. A monumentally meek Bhagte had departed for his home after doing at least
one hour service at his guru’s place. It was such an obfuscatingly long
drawn out hour, its every second hammered out so tortuously, as the mendicant’s
tongue lashed the servile disciple’s back already buckled under the load of
impregnable indigence.
There on the flat grassy
elevation, the caravan spread out under the palliative sun-spray came to life. Succulent
dollops of gypsy life unshackled the tethering frigidity forced upon them by a
chilly night. The caravan wasn’t of a particular nomadic type. Many nomadic
sinews were interspersed to make it a closely knit gypsy net. Five or six carts
of the iron-smith nomads were standing with the dignity of little shelters; their
yokes nosing down into the ground as if arrogantly insisting for some rest.
Punctilious carpentery made them look aesthetically appeasing works of art and
craft.
Ponies, sheep, goats,
monkeys, quails and dogs seemed resting pawns on a chess-board left in the
middle of a game (an endlessly peripatetic gypsy game in fact), waiting for the
resumption of the moves once again; each move heavily pregnant with innumerable
possibilities. So, procrastinately they stood, the ever rumbling pawns,
mustering up as much rest as possible before the inevitable kickstart and the
resultant sudden spurt in the game.
The enticing aroma of
some enigmatic gypsy charm inculcated in their wander-lust spirit (either high
or low on culture?) through centuries old sloshing around was strangely visible
on this sunny winter day in a strange, mazely-reflective way.
Swankily a monkey was
riding a goat. Even the provoking apish hubble-bubble on the animal’s back
couldn’t break its long-said meekness and it just kept its face brooding over a
pointless conjecture. A quail was invectively wailing in its cage. It sounded
as some peregrinatory psalm consummately eulogising some sylvan Goddess lost in
meditative trance at a place whose solitudional virginity is yet to be conquered
by any gypsy foot. As if reined-in by a peculiarly dame fortune, horses and
mules stood pensively; not interested in grazing the weather-beaten grass of
the squarish elevation. Some small calves, probably purchased a few days ago
from the village where the caravan had stopped, were enjoying their momentous
state of being; completely free from any pleasant (and thus heart-wrenching)
memory from the immediate past––for example, how happily they suckled the teats
of their mothers!––as well as unaware of the burdensome future to be pulled and
pushed by reined muzzles. Children were running helter-skelter pursuing their
exhilarating stake in the universal spirit of childhood. Under the lenitive
lucency of a sunny noon
women were chit-chatting on strange topics, because here they hadn’t those
envious neighbours to whom they could dedicate their talkativeness. Callow
hammering by a boy on the anvil; the sweaty jewels on his brow glinted for a crystal-gazing
into his iron-willed future; facial chasms with each strike portraying his
future as a hardworking iron-smith banjara. Unrhythmic music of his
drudgery on the iron block was being applaudingly praised by the melodious
Hindi film songs playing on the radio nearby. Most of the menfolk had gone to
the village: some to beg; some to perform little street circuses with their
bear, monkeys and snakes; some to sell magically healing herbs, beads and
stones which the villagers believe to fall in their hands at some strange
places; some to sell spicy special things from distant lands; and of course
some were roaming the streets uncannily claiming to have their toe in the paranormally
invisible world.
Writhing under the
pain of heavy truncheons striking at the puzzled matrix of futile elements
(each and every one of them turned to a purple futility due to the unsurviveable
concoction of religion, soul, spirit and above all humanely common, uncommon
worldly desires of the physical self) the religioner lay revulsing in his hut.
He felt helplessly emasculated from both worlds––this one and the spiritual
one. Suddenly, with the severity of an heart attack a snaring hook nailed the
flesh of his heart, and the golden chenille having the painful hook at one of
its ends pulled his suffering self, with the enticing aroma of a feminine
force, to the happenings of last night. Dolorously dragging his memories along
its velvety lucency the cord left him like a baited prey before the
lubriciously enigmatic beauty of some irreligiously sensuous sculpture.
“Bewitching bitch!”
he cried. “Historical hindrance to asceticism! Enticing the sages, like that
evil nymph Menaka from the heavens who disturbed and nullified Sage Visvamitra’s
several decades of penance,” an inexplicable supernova of hate burst inside
him.
Agitated phalanxes of
his aggrieved religiosity called for the blood of that sacrilegious soul for
the sanctity of his religious altar. With a pathological grunt he mustered up
the shattered pieces of his bereaving reputation and straightway headed for the
caravan site.
Perversive tumescence
of the stranger (both his physical appearance as well as the ebullient thoughts
inside it) was easily sniffed out by the hounds who reproached him back with their
garrulous barks. They were controlled by an old man having a long beard. The
old gypsy was wearing a worn-out red headgear. Without respect and repulse he
invited the Sadhu to sit with him. His mischievously old eyes rolled in
a very strange and indefinable way, giving just this much inkling that too many
sweet-sour tastes of a nomadic life had taught him to––in order to avoid any
unnecessary hassles with the settlers––meet each and everyone from the
sedentary culture with, if not an inviting accost and genteel words
forthrightly, at least a mild neutrality which with its objective brace won’t
touch any subjective pulse readying to be instigated inside the newcomer’s
mind.
A one eyed, having
pronounced lips and some tufts of hair on his receding chin, man was unraveling
the cryptic future hidden beneath the prognosticating lines mapped on the
palms. He was wearing a tattered, coarse woolen shirt under a felt shawl. Some
children from the village had gathered around him. With rib-tickling excitement
they were forwarding their hands to this comically gazing dirty gypsy. It hurt
the Sadhu because these disrespecting brats never came to him even
though he was available there all day and night. He exhorted the young boys to
go back home, to which the one eyed man, with a wink from his only eye,
irritatedly responded by challenging the game spoiler.
“I can lay bare your
past, present and future. Just let me hold that hairy hand of yours!” angry
gypsy threw a hot-potato at the monk.
The monk laughed it
away making it appear that he didn’t believe a fig of it, though in the secrecy
of his heart he feared the monumental prowess of this filthy looking gypsy. He,
thus, just started parroting his forte of magical powers with such fee-fawing
gesticulatory words so that nobody would come forward with a request to see any
of these fearsome tricksteries.
“I can drive out
meanest of evil spirits haunting most innocent looking girls and women!” this
proclamation of his had an odd force.
Egoistically driven by
this paranormally maniacal thrust, his grunt was clearly audible to the group
of giggling gypsy girls returning from the village. It sounded as a sudden suffocative
swipe to one of them.
Rolling his reddening
eyes around, to find the nymphetic foe to his religiosity, the Sadhu
belched amidst fisticuffing chasms, “Bad souls attack mostly such girls!” involuntarily
his finger swerved in air and stopped sagitally in the direction of just
arrived group.
As if to leave one of
them as the object of pointing by the revilist finger, all of them (under the
impulse of some sudden push with its dirty designs) dismembered themselves from
the group, leaving dead-struck Phulva standing stonily, as if the hateful
exorcist had accursed her to apetalous inanimation.
“The bad man, the bad
man, the bad man...” the starlet seemed caught in a swirling cosmogenic storm
whose cosmic chasms furiously blew the stardust around her.
The religioner’s
whole being was thunderstruck by an unworldly schismatic convulsion. Even in
the night’s blanketing swathes the scintilla had seemed so provocatively
dangerous to the stony walls of his religious fortress which’d gone filthily
mossy and indecorous after almost four decades of stony encirclement around his
worldly soul striking constantly from inside. But, for outsiders at least these
were impregnably imposing ascetic walls built with the decades-long blood and toil
of mendicancy. Worldliness imprisoned inside shrieked furiously. It put full
blame on the beauteous little spark which had reflected on the wrong facets of
those ghostly lingering walls. Shaken by the fear of the imminent fall of those
stony walls, the prisoner heinously accursed that flowery source of the
irreligiously provoking raylets.
Unable to bear his
blood-thirsty gaze, she ran away and vanished inside the old woman’s little
shelter.
“When you people
wander with such young girls through all sorts of places, at all sorts of times
who can save them from being haunted by evil spirits!” he gnashed a mutter, his
bulging red eyes following her punishingly budding, irreligious figure.
To this a sturdy
nomad with vacant slapped an unbelieving ‘no’ in his face.
The exorcist eyeing
the naysayer’s raggish baggy pants croaked angrily, “You’re just a foolish
homeless wanderer. How can you understand all this? You people are blind even
though the God has the mercy to give you eyes. For, why should you go on rambling
from place to place seeing and coming across same things, and still believing
that it was perhaps something different? We, the God’s people, who’ve tortured
our eyes in the nastily penancing smoke of our fireplaces, can see such black
souls hiding behind a flowery face. And such possessing souls after coming face
to face with us always run for cover. See, see how she’s run away!” boiling
malcontents in the cauldron let out nefariously hallucinating vapours, which
got him almost choked as he pointed in that direction.
The exorcist’s
theatrics left those around him in a strange puzzle.
A goggle-eyed, clown-faced
fellow (his fashion philosophy all greasy and holed) stabbed into the fearsome eeriness
invectively hanging in the air like a spell around them. “Aaahaa... as if you
can see through the air! Inside a body!” his sardonic boorishness tried to dispel
the paranormal ill-smell sprayed by the exorcist through his sharply pungent
hotch-potch exclamation. “And if by your words there exists any such thing then
yours is the body and appearance fit for the dwelling of such a thing… a filthy
lame dungeon for the ghosts!” he cracked a laughter.
Very precisely the
clown-faced gypsy hit a counter to the religioner’s sorcery-laden oracle,
because the talk of paranormal can’t be won over by a decent debate using only
normal linguistic words, rather it can only be laughed away in a single, mimicking
swipe.
“You... “ the
ritualist stopped the obscenity striking against his lips, as well as the
excited muscles of his crutch-bearing hand ready to strike the wood at the
non-believer’s head. “All of you people have been befooled by this dark crystal
of evil and doom hidden beneath the shiny oyster-shell! You’ll realise this
only when unaccountable misfortunes will come sliding down on you!”
Canonised morals
choked in the suffocating, smouldering smoke of an abnormal rancour and hatred.
Every ounce of his revengeful sorcerer-self bayed for the poisonously possessed
juice of that ripening gypsy fruit. Agitated witchcrafty storm in his soul
wished he could have that girl as helplessly
victimised and tied down with a hung head before him so that the tormenting
beast in him could pacify its mysterious lecherousness by playing the ritual of
dispelling evil spirits from her; by disheveling her hair beyond combing; by making
her so afraid with those black-magic
theatrics so that the emerging springs on her cheeks shudder away to infinite
distances; by playing footsie with some mean instinct of squeezing the very
life out of that helplessly delicate body of hers.
Charm-busting buffoonery
of the clowny gypsy once again shattered the superstitious glass house which
the sorcerer had erected around the group through his mysteriously hotch-potch
gesticulations. If philosophy and science took centuries to unshackle the
superstitious myths from their predominating hold on the humanity’s mind, then
taunting farce can accomplish the very same in a single stroke.
Before the exorcist
could try again to reclaim his lost position, his eyes fell upon new additions
to the gathering around him. These were gypsy men with unculturally ruffian
appearances who’d just returned from the village. Some were gauche, but heavily
built; some were fidgetily thin and tall looking repulsive in their long,
unkempt hair; rest of them were a motley mixture between the two former types,
who clad in their all sorts of vestures (picked from as many places as the
caravan stopped) seemed pathetically pettifogging.
The very first look on
their uncivilizedly brooding visages encircling around him convinced the outsider
that if the girl were to tell them the night’s happenings they’d just pounce
upon him and compete with each other to get maximum hits to their credit. And
then they would vanish from the place as if there had been no gypsies at all at
this place for as long as any mind around can recall. So his perversive
enthusiasm came plummeting down like a crashing meteorite.
But, the nightingale-like
sweet girl was a lover of peace and order. It was not her nature to create a
ruckus about such incidences. She was, thus, not seen out of the old woman’s
hideout.
The Sadhu
realised that these persons, who dig so many wells at different places each and
every time they come to a halt, couldn’t be made to stick around his version of
things. Settled villagers were best suitable for that. So, with a groveling
look at the old woman’s little tent he started out from the place. While
walking away he spotted some little donkey calves. One of them hooted a
laughing bray which fell haemorrhagingly heavy on his skull, and he grunted an oath
that the intruder of the night was the same one. Recalling this, his lurching
gait brought back the ache in his full leg which the fall had resulted in. Once
again he looked in the direction where the girl had vanished from his vision.
His revengefully cataclysmic urge to drive the spirit from her touched a new
height.
“You evil spirit! You
got me down by that wormy Mussalman!
I’d make a ghost of that man and leave him to haunt the evil spirit possessing
you!”
Alas, it was an
impotent rage, for the pacification of which he didn’t come across any means or
machination. So, like all genuine revenge-seekers he decided to bide his time,
waiting for the happenings to occur favourably for laying his deadly snares. Judging
by the preoccupation of his mind it could well be averred that the schismatic
chink in his religiosity had suddenly broadened to double its former size. A
dangerous thing, indeed!
* * * *
These disenfranchised,
stateless and assetless subjects of Indian democracy, who open their eyes at so
many different places on so many mornings, had carried their peripatetic spirit
to the village for a temporary rest. Their culture, though unostentatiously
unornamented, with a palpable assertiveness made its newly arrived presence
felt in the village.
Even the eldest of
them (the one having fabulous culinary skills) with her avowed aim of sticking
to life infinitesimally took her blackish wrinkled self to the village to earn
(mostly in beggings) the survival morsels for herself and the goat. Weirdly
clad in a long kirtle (or call it a great-skirt) whose folds counted as many
numbers as the wrinkles on her body, and the upper garment in the form of a Rajasthani
kurti whose breast part was in the shape of a prominent bodice having
two conical projections (which in her case drooped emptily, while other young
women’s buxom breasts filled those spaces to conical hillocks) she roamed in
the village streets; her snaily steps showing no worrying hassles, because she
knew that the caravan would be waiting for her at its previous place, as Phulva
was there.
In both her bony
hands she wore yellowish rings (were they made of bones?) whose radii---changing
their nouns from the bracelets to armlets---went on increasing upwards
according to the once feminine tapering of her young arms. But now they were so
loose that they jingled charmlessly around her hands. In fact, to keep those poor
pieces of gypsy fashion from slipping down (and consequently being lost at some
place without even her coming to know about it) she’d tied pieces of clothes on
both her wrists. Ever-ornamented gypsy will in her frail body was trying its
best to keep these priceless ornaments of her youth. She was still clinging to
her other cheap jewellery as well. After all a feeling of being ornamented is
no slave to costly cut, carat, colour and clarity of a diamond only. Those
trinkets like bracelets, anklets, earrings and nose stud made of a very cheap
metal (or alloy?) still glowed with weirdly baroque designs which in their
unsophisticated artistry told the timeless tale of their nomadic culture. In
her gypsy ornamentation she seemed like an insipid sculpture of ancient times
which once had been chiseled down in full creative rutilancy.
Moss-green tattoos,
in the middle of forehead to serve as a sort of bindi, upon the chin, on
the sides of eyes, on the back of palms still gave an inkling of their existence
through their faded galore. Assiduous survival of these marks on her skin made
her a valiantly surviving specimen of archaeology: a rich fragment of the past
derived from the great cultural history of the land they came from, i.e. Rajasthan.
Very, very
surprisingly her supplely elfin fingers could still work on thin iron sheets to
make mugs, little buckets, basins, winnowing pans and other rudimentary things.
It’s however another matter that she’d to wait for others to strike hammer or
cut the iron. So, wittily she was still maintaining the life of her work by doing
just ten percent of the work which went behind preparing a single piece, and
most of that too was limited to saleswomanship. For each and every item of hers
she bargained parably with slowness, calmness and serenity spiced with jocular
musings in between (perhaps, to draw out the customer from the attics of
seriousness) which’d result in flour, jaggery, dung cakes and some other
bucolic provisions falling in her favour into her bale.
Impressed with the
old woman’s entertaining and amusing bargaining, a young girl of the village
developed a soft corner for this granny from far off places. She gave her
something to eat, and while the hollow cheeks were gratuitously drooling over
the taste of this delicious delicacy born of a culinary skill which had slowly,
slowly piled over those raw chewings of the uncivilized times to reach the
present tasty state (as the settlers churned out different ingredients while
sitting on a fixed desire to devise different tastes at a single place), the
ruthful girl came out of her house with a russety female overcoat and dropped
it over the gypsy’s frail shoulder. Smile on that old face of hers told that a
dispiritedly tired whiff of gypsy breeze had come across a refreshingly
pleasant, gemmy flower in an addressed orchard.
But, everybody knows
that they don’t become too possessive about a place, a thing or a person and
undisputatiously walk on their path without falling prey to the settled inveiglement
shining signpostly on both sides of the path. Yet, such transient humanistic
relationships still bloom out like an oasis during their stopovers. In a way,
isn’t it a miniaturised representation of our existence on earth? Beautifully
humanistic relationship which just comes out itself, during these little
moments of their first (and most probably last) meeting is in harmonical
comparison to our beautiful relationship with the whole creation during our ‘life-sojourn’
on earth.
The gypsies know the
certainty of moving from here to there; we must, thus, accept it that they
might be the persons who’re best prepared to accept and handle the final departure
from the life’s caravan itself. Like wild breeze they move from place to place
facing circumstances sometimes stagy and sometimes staid, and in the meantime
silently the death plucks, without any hassle, a life or two. Such had been the
case with the old woman’s husband who had died a few decades ago.
After finishing her
eating the old woman tried the offered garment which in a moment was seen
hanging loose around her frail figure, as the village women gathered around and
laughed at her full-of-life manoeuvres. One of them, thinking that the gift and
food might’ve mollified the old seller’s die-hard bargaining spirit, insisted
on bringing down the price of a little tin vessel. But it was firmly declined
by the invigorated gypsy. Irritated village woman asked if she feared a beating
from her husband for selling the thing at a low price.
The old woman responded
with sagely calmness: “If cravings and desires don’t die even after death, then
surely he’ll! But only in my dream, because the poor fellow died a long, long
time back!”
The night of that day
was a full-moon one. The moon was seen almost fourteen percent larger than its
normal size, thanks to the unusual proximity among the celestial bodies playing
role in its waxing and waning. The rarity of this event had broken the record
of 133 years when the moon had been seen as such. It looked as if the moon
through its enlarged inveiglement wanted to have a full view of the gypsy girl’s
beauty, which had already started hush-hush murmurs in the hearts of village
youths.
The old woman was
warming her frail limbs near a little bonfire by her tiny shelter. Gelsemium
Phulva was milking the obstinate goat of the woman. It look a long time for her
slender fingers to milk out as much fluid as would be sufficient for the woman’s
tea. The droll squeezes at the animal’s teats could let out only a few drops in
every pull. The goat seemed to enjoy the girl’s fingerwork on its udder.
Finally, the girl got
up with the tumbler, only half-filled with the tenuous liquid.
“Oof, that was a
tough job, deeji!” she
complained of the nearly infructuous job. “See, just this one after all that
pain in my fingers,” she slanted the tumbler near the glow to show the output
to the goat’s owner.
“Ahuummn! Demons take
this cunning goat of mine!” the woman threw a dung cake piece in the goat’s
direction, “When one is old, even the dimwit animals start playing chicanery
with him. All that I earn, whole of it, except a few mouthfuls for me, goes
into that swelling belly of hers. I’m sure this cheat goat deliberately keeps
milk in its udder so that it can add to the fat bulging over it. If it remains
so I’ll sell it to a butcher!” the woman’s grouse heard serious.
“No, no deeji!
Please don’t even say that. Animals never do it intentionally. Whatever she
gives us back is perhaps more useful than what we give her,” Phulva sounded a
veritable metaphor of kindness. “She isn’t getting fat on your things, instead––I
think––she’s going to become a mother,” a sweet repentance about why she
complained in the first place became audible in her voice.
“You’re growing as
clever as you’re nice,” the woman said. “Let’s prepare tea or I will freeze to
death.”
A few sips of the hot
fluid tranquilized the old gypsy’s freakishness, “It’s not that all of them in
the village are bad,” her eyes glowed affectionately, maternally caressing the
shining gypsy tiara warming her slenderously long fingers on the fire. “Today,
I met someone like you... not as beautiful as you,” to the old woman Phulva was
the undisputed queen of beauty in the world, “but still very, very beautiful,
and what’s more important she had a beautiful heart,” quite contrary to their
gypsy forgetfulness of all the nongypsy faces and things, the face of that kind
village girl came alive to her old and feeble imagery.
Beneficence is
perhaps scenically draped in the diligent traditions and history of a
particular gene pool in a family. Otherwise why’d the sister of a brawny,
muscular (with sonorous strains of decency and good nature interwoven in equal
proportion along those powerful tissues) young farmer, nick-named Bania, be
equally sweet and kind as the beauty of her face? Yes, got it right! The girl
whose face the old gypsy could still recall, was the younger sister of that
sturdy, strong farmer Bania, whom the watchman had talked to on that Diwali
day.
Tied to a spikelet
dug into the ground, the goat’s looping mockery once again sounded sloganeering
a taunt. At any other time this mysterious phrase of the animal would’ve ended
with a cursing clause by her owner. But now, very oddly it didn’t. Ditto for
the reminiscences of a good natured
person’s good deeds, that even our very reflections––in their ever habituated, clichéd
tendency towards fluid disillusions––too respond in a decent manner as if
inspired and instigated by that good persona.
Very similarly the
old woman addressed the goat, “Oh, don’t you take it on your heart Manika! It’s
my fault when I curse you like that, not yours. In old age we human beings
loose our faculty of seeing and feeling good and beautiful. I know, if you’d
your wish fulfilled you’d like to have rivers of milk flowing for me, making me
richest in all deras of the world,” bending backwards, she stretched her
hand and fondled the goat’s head with her fingers.
The animal too raised
its head and closed those darkish, dull eyes of hers, signaling she also felt
that way.
Flickering glow of
the bonfire lifefully played its existential self over the supercelestially
vibrant canvas of the girl. A smile came over her face with the intensity of a
time-worn myth coming true.
“Deeji, you’re lucky that you
met someone whom you still praise,” there were traces of lavenderous dejection
in her sweet girlish tone, “otherwise, who cares for the homeless wanderers
like us. What I see in the streets is just the people’s wrong eye, as if they
would eat me. Especially those roaming loafers...” her petalous complaint came
to a sudden halt.
“Yes, yes Phulva come
out with it. Has anyone mistreated you?” the woman felt some serious impinges
on her caring emotions.
“Oh, it’s nothing deeji,”
the girl waved an allaying hand over the fire. “Wherever we go it’s just the
same. And we’re here just for a few days. So, why to worry about the goodness
or badness of these people? If they cast a wrong eye on others, then it’s the
misfortune of their own eyes, not mine,” it exemplified the springy
amplification of beautiful, understanding and knowing thoughts inside the
salubrious climes of her panegyrical spirit.
Hugely impressed, the
old woman chuckled. “Your head is growing as beautiful as your face,” she
rummaged her bony fingers in those mazefully entwined locks of the girl.
* * * *
Ever escaping out of
the wintry corset, the fog seemed––pandered by the gaunt and ineptitudional
dimness––to practise prometheasnism. Past experiences led people to wish for
rains as a panacea against these hazy atmospherics. But as they say, nature is
one while the human wishes and desires are multitudinously variegated. This
wish of the villagers (who had secure homes to come aseeing the deeds of a
winter night rainfall only in the morning) would’ve sent chill through many a
gypsy bones.
Undifferentiating
nature, thus, sprinkled some freezy cold showers during the night, which fell almost
perilously upon the gypsy tents and their animals standing in the open. The
spray was, meanwhile, grossly insufficient for the wheat crop. So, much
disappointed farmers aspired for more rains. Due to this little rain the battle
between fog and sun became interestingly protracted. In their outfoxing
attitude both seemed heaping scorn against each other. Then a sunny afternoon
swept by a strong eastern wind filled the farming hearts with a wish for pleasantly
frosty night, which’d be boonful for the emerging spikes on the wheatlings,
because the formation of seed requires a very low temperature (but won’t that
be disastrous for the peas at the same time?!). Also, the very same estimation,
churning out the possibility in a painful suspension inside an old gypsy’s
head, would force him to prostrate before heavens to stop the calamity and
bestow mercy to his feeble eyesight which won’t be able to bear the spectacle
of those shining white frosty icicles accumulated over the dry paddy stalks, as
he kicked the frozen animals to bring them out of icy hibernation.
Such was the nature’s
game, sealing different fates in different compartments!
Baroquely charming
beauty, however, isn’t bound by such cross-cultural (or even natural)
differentials. As is well said, a rose by any other name would smell and appear
just as sweet. Enigmatic beauty of some sensuous sculpture bravely defies the
dynamics of changing time’s haste and waste. Similarly, daughterly charm of a budding
Phulva arrived as a refreshingly fresh gust of springy air wherever her gypsily
nimble steps carried her. She became talk of the village: sadly caught in the perilous
centre of this attraction, while the carnalic male eyes of the villagers left
their voluptuous tongues lapping lasciviously, as they said all sadistically
settled and static things about her half-blossomed figure.
Such was the
attractiveness of this poorly priceless gypsy jewel that the village girls
started feeling jealous of her. So, if a village girl’s lover sneaked a view of
this esteemed flower from some mystically fragrant orchard, her bosom swelled
with anguish, disappointment and self pity. Ethereal sheen of this flowering
bud was too much and too grand to be hidden by the wild and windfallen gypsy
overgrowth around her. Not to bare the linguistic failure to describe her
beauty, we can say that she’d the seasonless beauty of the paradisiacal flower.
When she walked
through the streets––which she had to do several times in a day, either with
someone selling small provisions, or as the most important part of small street
circus––she seemed to carry the illimitably beauteous message of innocence and
goodness. As the anchoring voice in those little funny games, looking imposingly
charming in those weather-worn gypsy apparels of hers, she seemed the ethereal
emissary of splendorous and bounteous goodwill. Her slender fingers, which
moved while speaking, gave the impression of controlling and directing (like in
puppetry) those angelic expressions blossoming like myriad flowers in the
orchard of her face. So, while she at the helm of the show, the lilting
legacies and sonorous strains of inexplicably wandering gypsy folkscape bared
their complicity with secrecy and came out in the form of entertainment,
frolicity and fun; having as their crux the same fundamentals of humanity,
which lie beneath the veneer of religion, culture, state and nation-state
boundaries, and all other men-made compartmentalising differentials.
Her petalously suave
nicety was sculptorously sophisticated in complete contrast to the
diasporically haggard and roughened edges around their culturescape. It made
her look like a culturally chiseled, polished and enameled priceless artifact
in the trashy treasure-trove of these assetless, homeless roamers. And the
gypsies knew it. So, in order to increase the value of their poorly trivial
provisions, there was almost a competitive scramble among them to take her
along while going to the village on a hopelessly penny-paying vendoring and
hawking of their fastly outdating things. Enthusedly charmed by her golden
presence the village males would chide their obstinately bargaining indecent
wives. The desirous male in them hadn’t the heart to see that little paradisiacal
flower being stormed down by the ruff and gruff of their ill-speaking females.
There were many in
the village who’d just ogle at her like busting predators. She was but no
little sparrow perennially afraid of being preyed upon. The beautiful feminine
pride opening its bud inside her was sprouting forth its natural accomplice,
that is, its stingy sheen. So, whenever someone unable to control himself
trespassed the confines of her beautifully spreading out sphere of
tolerability, she’d come out with a befitting reply along with that cursing
little jerk of her lower ruddy lip, which essayed the epitome of feminine
reproach (provided the onlooker had at least the elementary inkling of the behavioural
language).
But still, where to hide that beauty? Even those
repulsive rebukes (with the help of which she tried to seem as shrill and harsh
as possible), and sometimes even the obscenities galored as charming, likeable
foibles to almost all the villagers. Her love (or even hate) they could never
hope to get because she was a flowing flower, while those statically bumming,
buzzing black bees could hope to taste and smell the nectar only from the
static ones. So, naughtily they flirted with their colourful wings, like hypnotized
humbugs, around this mobile flower trying to take prima facie cognizance of the
feminine facts explicitly evincing their celestial charm. Her furtively
ignoring glances and frowning brow still soothed their ruffled souls like the
cold rays of a coquettish full moon of spring. These were but desperately limited
efforts of the mortals to pay an obeisance in her beauty’s sanctum-sanctorum, because
it was only the sun which could swathe her whole existence in the warmth of its
raylets; it was only the breeze that could completely feel the fragrance of her
body; it was only the earth which knew how much of physical mass was attached
to that feathery beautiful spirit which weightlessly wandered from place to
place, and it was only the sky which could sacrificially pour its wholeness on
her path. Not to say much, she was nature’s daughter. Hence the fullness of her
charms could be enjoyed by it only.
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